In April 2020, shortly after the lockdown began, I was in a bad place, mentally. This song started writing itself one night when my mind was racing and I couldn't get back to sleep. I was a new mom, sleep-deprived, with postpartum hormones wreaking havoc on my mind and body.

So when the pandemic hit it felt overwhelming, like the world was ending. At the same time, I felt tremendous guilt, having this beautiful baby, an amazing husband and a safe place to live amid the chaos and fear. I never had anxiety until this moment in life. But this song helped me channel all of my feelings into something productive, and I am so grateful for that.

Now, years later, I hope this song might help find comfort to those struggling with their own mental health, and help you feel less alone in your pain. Because you are not alone.

Sending hugs along with this song to all of you who might need it.
Marina

Many thanks to all of my supporters who helped sponsor the new album, making the recording of this song possible, and to the amazing producer/composer, Steve Horner, for the incredible arrangement/production.

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Thank you for listening,
Marina ❤

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Cover Photography: Chris Jensen
Arrangement/production/mixing/mastering: Steve Horner